a team player

that's a quality most companies are looking for, isn't it?
gotta admit i'm not one.
even though i look like one.

given a choice, i would rather do everything on my own.
it's not that i dun trust people (well sometimes that's the case, but let's not go there).
i guess it's more about dependency and accountability.
i dun wanna rely on people, and i dun want people to rely on me.
i dun wanna account for people's mistakes, and i dun want people to account for my mistakes.

especially when there's a conflict of interests or opinions.
all that amount of time spent on reaching a consensus.
oh my youth is fading away.
just kill me already.
WHY CAN'T U JUST AGREE WITH ME, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!!!

even when i do get to choose my fellow team players, things dun always work out.
and given my Libra personality, i'm supposed to mediate/facilitate/cooperate until a fair/balanced/ideal decision is achieved.
SCREW THAT.

i'm just a fake Libra, a fake team player, with a fake smile, and fake manners.

i guess the last time i really felt like i was part of a team...was my sec sch drama showcase.
pathetic, isn't it?
NO I'M NOT GONNA REMINISCE ABOUT MY CAREFREE SEC SCH LIFE.
just look forward and get on with life already.