a team player

that's a quality most companies are looking for, isn't it?
gotta admit i'm not one.
even though i look like one.

given a choice, i would rather do everything on my own.
it's not that i dun trust people (well sometimes that's the case, but let's not go there).
i guess it's more about dependency and accountability.
i dun wanna rely on people, and i dun want people to rely on me.
i dun wanna account for people's mistakes, and i dun want people to account for my mistakes.

especially when there's a conflict of interests or opinions.
all that amount of time spent on reaching a consensus.
oh my youth is fading away.
just kill me already.
WHY CAN'T U JUST AGREE WITH ME, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!!!

even when i do get to choose my fellow team players, things dun always work out.
and given my Libra personality, i'm supposed to mediate/facilitate/cooperate until a fair/balanced/ideal decision is achieved.
SCREW THAT.

i'm just a fake Libra, a fake team player, with a fake smile, and fake manners.

i guess the last time i really felt like i was part of a team...was my sec sch drama showcase.
pathetic, isn't it?
NO I'M NOT GONNA REMINISCE ABOUT MY CAREFREE SEC SCH LIFE.
just look forward and get on with life already.

半工半读

最近两个月，工作的时间比读书的时间还长。
早起不是为了上学，而是为了主持morning show!
每次找借口推掉morning show, 可是最后还是心软决定帮忙。
因为他们真~的~很~缺~人。

现在多数小学的assembly都在升旗礼之后，第一堂课之前。
让这些小学生以灿烂的笑容迎接新的一天...也算功德无量啦。
而且又有钱拿。
搭德士又可以claim。
累的话，回家还可以睡午觉...OK啦。

承蒙大家关照/推荐/介绍/通风报信，我的lobang也越来越多。
圣诞/新年/农历新年的mall shows结束后，才休息了一下下，又有华艺节/ValenWine/NTU Open House.
很贪心的，全都接下来了。
虽然知道做FYP的时间越来越少，还是接下来了。
因为毕业后找到全职工作，就没有机会主持了。
除非，我的全职工作是当主持。

主持，是可以当饭吃的。
只是竞争很激烈。
话说回来，有哪一个行业竞争不激烈的？

说了那么多话/打了那么多字，我要去吃枇杷膏润润喉了。