so glad i signed up to be a student buddy with NTU.
amazing week so far.
i spend time meaningfully, i get paid, i make new friends (from all around the world), i promote my country, i entertain people, and my supervisor thinks highly of me.
what more could i ask for?
actually i dun mind working all day all nite...
but when i'm not working, that shitty feeling is back again.
that feeling i desperately wanted to get rid of by fleeing to taiwan in Feb.
that bottleneck phase when i can't seem to enjoy things to the fullest.
staying in hall alone for the past few nites actually made me very happy.
no need for unnecessary human contact and formalities.
just me and my laptop. and i can sleep at any time i want.
dun i have stories to share? of course i do.
but only with people of the right frequency.
why share when i know i can't get the response i'm expecting?
sometimes, keeping things to urself is even better. really.
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