AY10/11

new academic year. first lesson today.
wah the last time i had lessons in NTU was like...10 months ago.

oh wow i'm a year 3 student now!
oh shit i'm a year 3 student now.

happy workaholic

so glad i signed up to be a student buddy with NTU.
amazing week so far.
i spend time meaningfully, i get paid, i make new friends (from all around the world), i promote my country, i entertain people, and my supervisor thinks highly of me.
what more could i ask for?
actually i dun mind working all day all nite...

but when i'm not working, that shitty feeling is back again.
that feeling i desperately wanted to get rid of by fleeing to taiwan in Feb.
that bottleneck phase when i can't seem to enjoy things to the fullest.

staying in hall alone for the past few nites actually made me very happy.
no need for unnecessary human contact and formalities.
just me and my laptop. and i can sleep at any time i want.

dun i have stories to share? of course i do.
but only with people of the right frequency.
why share when i know i can't get the response i'm expecting?
sometimes, keeping things to urself is even better. really.

me is youtuber

hmm i spent one whole afternoon on YOUTUBE.
so it's possible...
blame all those links on the sidebar!
link me from one vid to another & another & another (x100)~

now my fav is NIGAHIGA. bye bye annoying orange!

ROTTEN

腐烂中~
应该每天都出去吹吹风，晒晒太阳。

可是又懒得出去。
出去又懒得回来。
在家又懒得走动。

真的闲不下来/不能闲下来。
闲太久会变懒/烂。

下个礼拜开始做工赚钱咯！
做三个礼拜也好。
赚个几百元也好。

不要待在家就好。