okie back on my feet.
all courses finalised.
same combo as last sem: 3 chinese 2 drama.
potential to do well for last sem: 80% (results proved me wrong)
potential to do well for this sem: 40% (shit)
the 3 chinese mods this sem look like killers.
HC202, a core mod which requires logic and common sense, something i have always lacked (and will continue to lack). exam requires on-the-spot thinking. ewww.
HC302, a core mod on philosophy. zero interest. zero background. ewww.
HC341, china city n culture. taking it for the sake of movies. NICE.
only 3 papers at the end of this sem. NICEEE.
3-day interval between each paper. NICEEEEE.
shall complete my drama minor this sem!
directing on Wed, southeast asian theatre on Fri.
weekly reflection journals are back to haunt me. YAY.
gonna have more fun with some of last sem's drama classmates. YAYYY.
counting on drama to pull up my GPA again. YAYYYYY.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
不应该是这样的
worst exam results ever.
totally din see that coming.
totally din justify how hard i worked my ass off for last sem.
and i thought year 2 sem 1 was bad enough.
year 3 sem 1 totally hit rock-bottom.
to think that it was my most fav sem of all.
i guess if i din go for exchange, and stayed in NTU to clear those 18 AUs, my GPA would have dropped even further huh.
is this a curse or what?
everytime i have expectations, it's gonna fall short.
so i'm not supposed to feel good/confident/assured about anything now?
so i'm supposed to perform badly first, worry that i'm gonna fail, then a miracle will appear?
dun tell me it's okie.
it's SO not okie.
dun tell me to try harder next sem.
i already tried so hard last sem.
我不服气，我不甘心，可是我什么都不能做。
不应该是这样的。
努力就应该要有回报，不然努力来干嘛？
我到底是哪里做得不够？
i did everything in advance. reports, presentations, exam revision.
seriously what else do i have to do before u give me that A again?
"GPA is just three numbers. A grade is just an alphabet."
apparently it isn't so.
我真的比任何事情都还要在乎这几个笨数字。
注定要被它们折磨个半死。
我还能做什么。谁可以告诉我。
totally din see that coming.
totally din justify how hard i worked my ass off for last sem.
and i thought year 2 sem 1 was bad enough.
year 3 sem 1 totally hit rock-bottom.
to think that it was my most fav sem of all.
i guess if i din go for exchange, and stayed in NTU to clear those 18 AUs, my GPA would have dropped even further huh.
is this a curse or what?
everytime i have expectations, it's gonna fall short.
so i'm not supposed to feel good/confident/assured about anything now?
so i'm supposed to perform badly first, worry that i'm gonna fail, then a miracle will appear?
dun tell me it's okie.
it's SO not okie.
dun tell me to try harder next sem.
i already tried so hard last sem.
我不服气，我不甘心，可是我什么都不能做。
不应该是这样的。
努力就应该要有回报，不然努力来干嘛？
我到底是哪里做得不够？
i did everything in advance. reports, presentations, exam revision.
seriously what else do i have to do before u give me that A again?
"GPA is just three numbers. A grade is just an alphabet."
apparently it isn't so.
我真的比任何事情都还要在乎这几个笨数字。
注定要被它们折磨个半死。
我还能做什么。谁可以告诉我。
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
first post of 2011
hmmm...
my first post came so late cos i was searching for a suitable theme or topic to start off the year.
so have i found one?
erm, no.
i guess staying at home doesn't inspire me much.
i NEED my school life back. (yeah sounds crazy but it's true)
i think short breaks are enough for me to re-charge my ENERGISER RABBIT battery.
in two weeks time, NTU will see me hopping around again.
*boing boing boing*
my first post came so late cos i was searching for a suitable theme or topic to start off the year.
so have i found one?
erm, no.
i guess staying at home doesn't inspire me much.
i NEED my school life back. (yeah sounds crazy but it's true)
i think short breaks are enough for me to re-charge my ENERGISER RABBIT battery.
in two weeks time, NTU will see me hopping around again.
*boing boing boing*
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