Monday, July 9, 2012
dead and alive
okie so my blog is dead.
u can't blame me.
but rest assured i'm still alive.
just...busy.
Saturday, June 9, 2012
one post per month
yeah that's my aim.
but if my blog eventually dies, u can't blame me.
all my bangkok & europe photos r oredi on facebook (without captions, unfortunately).
my weekends seem so short now.
i free, others not free.
others free, i not free.
so if u're seeing less of me, u can't blame me.
oh well.
stay-home weekends doesn't sound like a bad idea.
it just SUCKS to see others enjoying life while i have no life.
Saturday, May 12, 2012
PING-PONG SHOWS SHOULD BE BANNED
paiseh ah, dun have time to recap my BKK trip in detail, or caption every photo.
u all can just look thru my facebook album GGB@BKK. thank u vv much.
just wanna draw attention to this PING-PONG SHOW (aka TIGER SHOW) thingy.
to all my male friends who strongly recommended this, SHAME ON YOU.
disclaimer: i did not watch it. and i will NEVER watch it.
it was only after i returned from BKK, that i decided to google it out of curiosity.
at first i just thought it's some live sex show featuring naked women putting ping-pong balls in their vagina.
IT'S WAY MORE THAN THAT.
based on some traveller/blogger's detailed account of his experience, these women even put birds, frogs, goldfish & razor blades!!!
AND YOU COLD-BLOODED BRAINLESS SEXUALLY-CHARGED PERVERTS ACTUALLY RECOMMEND PEOPLE TO WATCH THIS?!?!?!
YOU ACTUALLY DERIVE PLEASURE FROM WATCHING THIS?!?!?!
真的是用下半身思考的动物.
I'M SO GONNA CASTRATE U GUYS IF I HAD THE POWER.
HOW ABOUT I PUT THOSE ANIMALS IN YOUR ASSHOLES, AND LET WOMEN PAY TO OGLE AT YOU?
到时候看你还笑不笑得出来.
STOP CONTRIBUTING TO THEIR SEX TRADE AND EXPLOITING THESE POOR WOMEN!
YOU ARE NO DIFFERENT FROM THOSE DIRTY OLD CHEEKOPEKS WHO VISIT BROTHELS.
YOU DISGUST ME. AND I DESPISE YOU.
Thursday, April 19, 2012
graduate without regrets
so i have stopped hosting.
and all social activities (except social media).
this will be the final time i'm doing this.
self-torture sia.
especially when others dun seem to give a heck.
i wished i could care less about exams.
but as u all know, i can't.
even if i din do well, at least my parents know i tried.
at least I KNOW I TRIED.
对得起自己最重要.
everyone keep saying "graduate without regrets".
this is how i'm gonna do it.
i wanna get straight A's.
it has been done before.
it can be done again.
chiong ah.
and all social activities (except social media).
this will be the final time i'm doing this.
self-torture sia.
especially when others dun seem to give a heck.
i wished i could care less about exams.
but as u all know, i can't.
even if i din do well, at least my parents know i tried.
at least I KNOW I TRIED.
对得起自己最重要.
everyone keep saying "graduate without regrets".
this is how i'm gonna do it.
i wanna get straight A's.
it has been done before.
it can be done again.
chiong ah.
Saturday, March 31, 2012
真的真的真的要毕业了
Open House的时候，感觉NTU就像个大家庭。要离开了，有点不舍。
昨晚的谢师宴，感觉中文系就像个大家庭。要离开了，更加不舍。
平时看到人家哭，自己也会忍不住。
昨晚我却出乎预料的冷静。
可能因为是主持的关系吧。很抽离。
也还好我有忍住。因为一旦开始哭，要停很难。
昨晚躺了好久都没睡，脑海里一直replay谢师宴的画面，那些笑容，那些泪水。
也因为下大雨的关系，很适合look back and reflect。
除了core之外，其实我只修过9门中文系的课。
很多老师，我认识他，可是他不认识我。至少我是这样以为的。
尤其是柯老师。
明明就很爱剧场，可是对他的课总是望而却步。
看舞台剧的时候碰到他，也不敢上前打招呼。
昨晚我蹲在音响旁边的时候，他走过来对我说： “智澎，拿张椅子坐吧!”
他知道我的名字。他记得我的名字。
感动之余，竟然有些honoured。
偏偏那么巧又那么幸运，大抽奖的时候，也是他颁奖给我。
我还blur到忘记自己是24号，超级失态又超级搞笑。
活动结束后，他在facebook赞我的主持和表演很出色。
还说会记得“刘小澎”这个名字。以后在剧场看到他，一定要打招呼。
很感动。
能获得他的认同，really means a lot to me.
还有崔老师。
明明没上过他的翻译课，昨晚也好像是第一次见面。
他人真的很nice。会过来跟你说： “辛苦了，主持得很棒!”
还把谢师宴看得比自己生日还重要。
等到要分开了，才变得更close。
出国旅行的时候是这样，没想到毕业的时候也是这样。
FYP交了。谢师宴办了。工作有着落了。
真的真的真的要毕业了。
毕业典礼那一天，千万不能哭。
不然拍出来的照片会很丑。哈哈哈。
昨晚的谢师宴，感觉中文系就像个大家庭。要离开了，更加不舍。
平时看到人家哭，自己也会忍不住。
昨晚我却出乎预料的冷静。
可能因为是主持的关系吧。很抽离。
也还好我有忍住。因为一旦开始哭，要停很难。
昨晚躺了好久都没睡，脑海里一直replay谢师宴的画面，那些笑容，那些泪水。
也因为下大雨的关系，很适合look back and reflect。
除了core之外，其实我只修过9门中文系的课。
很多老师，我认识他，可是他不认识我。至少我是这样以为的。
尤其是柯老师。
明明就很爱剧场，可是对他的课总是望而却步。
看舞台剧的时候碰到他，也不敢上前打招呼。
昨晚我蹲在音响旁边的时候，他走过来对我说： “智澎，拿张椅子坐吧!”
他知道我的名字。他记得我的名字。
感动之余，竟然有些honoured。
偏偏那么巧又那么幸运，大抽奖的时候，也是他颁奖给我。
我还blur到忘记自己是24号，超级失态又超级搞笑。
活动结束后，他在facebook赞我的主持和表演很出色。
还说会记得“刘小澎”这个名字。以后在剧场看到他，一定要打招呼。
很感动。
能获得他的认同，really means a lot to me.
还有崔老师。
明明没上过他的翻译课，昨晚也好像是第一次见面。
他人真的很nice。会过来跟你说： “辛苦了，主持得很棒!”
还把谢师宴看得比自己生日还重要。
等到要分开了，才变得更close。
出国旅行的时候是这样，没想到毕业的时候也是这样。
FYP交了。谢师宴办了。工作有着落了。
真的真的真的要毕业了。
毕业典礼那一天，千万不能哭。
不然拍出来的照片会很丑。哈哈哈。
Monday, March 12, 2012
I ♥ NTU
perhaps this post is a bit too early.
but i think i'm really gonna miss NTU.
my 4-year journey is ending in 2 months.
that feeling is finally sinking in.
especially after my FYP submission today.
but i'm glad my final semester will be something worth remembering.
thanks to Open House 2012.
this may sound crazy, but i actually dun mind hosting for free.
think of it as my way of "giving back".
每个人都尽心尽力地完成分内的工作，呈现出NTU最好的一面，我在台上看得一清二楚。
that sense of camaraderie. 很感动。
it was great knowing these juniors (well MOST of them are juniors, since i'm in my final year duh)!
那一天，大家都蛮high的。
应该算是我主持过最盛大，最久（8小时），最累（脚超酸），最开心（照片里很多unglam的狂笑），最满意的活动。
破例分享一些照片（this is my first post with photos）：
but i think i'm really gonna miss NTU.
my 4-year journey is ending in 2 months.
that feeling is finally sinking in.
especially after my FYP submission today.
but i'm glad my final semester will be something worth remembering.
thanks to Open House 2012.
this may sound crazy, but i actually dun mind hosting for free.
think of it as my way of "giving back".
每个人都尽心尽力地完成分内的工作，呈现出NTU最好的一面，我在台上看得一清二楚。
that sense of camaraderie. 很感动。
it was great knowing these juniors (well MOST of them are juniors, since i'm in my final year duh)!
那一天，大家都蛮high的。
应该算是我主持过最盛大，最久（8小时），最累（脚超酸），最开心（照片里很多unglam的狂笑），最满意的活动。
破例分享一些照片（this is my first post with photos）：
Sunday, February 26, 2012
a team player
that's a quality most companies are looking for, isn't it?
gotta admit i'm not one.
even though i look like one.
given a choice, i would rather do everything on my own.
it's not that i dun trust people (well sometimes that's the case, but let's not go there).
i guess it's more about dependency and accountability.
i dun wanna rely on people, and i dun want people to rely on me.
i dun wanna account for people's mistakes, and i dun want people to account for my mistakes.
especially when there's a conflict of interests or opinions.
all that amount of time spent on reaching a consensus.
oh my youth is fading away.
just kill me already.
WHY CAN'T U JUST AGREE WITH ME, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!!!
even when i do get to choose my fellow team players, things dun always work out.
and given my Libra personality, i'm supposed to mediate/facilitate/cooperate until a fair/balanced/ideal decision is achieved.
SCREW THAT.
i'm just a fake Libra, a fake team player, with a fake smile, and fake manners.
i guess the last time i really felt like i was part of a team...was my sec sch drama showcase.
pathetic, isn't it?
NO I'M NOT GONNA REMINISCE ABOUT MY CAREFREE SEC SCH LIFE.
just look forward and get on with life already.
gotta admit i'm not one.
even though i look like one.
given a choice, i would rather do everything on my own.
it's not that i dun trust people (well sometimes that's the case, but let's not go there).
i guess it's more about dependency and accountability.
i dun wanna rely on people, and i dun want people to rely on me.
i dun wanna account for people's mistakes, and i dun want people to account for my mistakes.
especially when there's a conflict of interests or opinions.
all that amount of time spent on reaching a consensus.
oh my youth is fading away.
just kill me already.
WHY CAN'T U JUST AGREE WITH ME, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!!!
even when i do get to choose my fellow team players, things dun always work out.
and given my Libra personality, i'm supposed to mediate/facilitate/cooperate until a fair/balanced/ideal decision is achieved.
SCREW THAT.
i'm just a fake Libra, a fake team player, with a fake smile, and fake manners.
i guess the last time i really felt like i was part of a team...was my sec sch drama showcase.
pathetic, isn't it?
NO I'M NOT GONNA REMINISCE ABOUT MY CAREFREE SEC SCH LIFE.
just look forward and get on with life already.
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